Who Am I?

An Inquisitive Creature.

I’m a third culture kid from India, Singapore, Japan, and the United States. Being exposed to the breadth and depth of life at an early age, I developed a keen curiosity and drive to explore the human condition. Whether through art, science, athletics, or business, I’ve always longed for deeper intimacy with this planet and its inhabitants. Having had to assimilate into new environments all throughout my life, I do my best to engage with the world through a “beginner’s mind.” If there’s one thing I know, it is that I know nothing at all. It is for this reason I believe the best answers are inherently questions. I lead my life one question at a time, participating deeply with this mystery which we call life.

A Metaphysical Investigator.

While growing up in Japan, I developed a close relationship with my grandfather who was suffering from Alzheimer’s disease. As I witnessed his mind wither away, I could not help but wonder about the nature of his consciousness. It was as though my grandfather had to lose his mind in order for me to chase the Mind. Inevitably, I tumbled down the rabbit hole of metaphysical inquiry, and began my pursuit of the holy grail of all questions: what is the nature of reality? This path blew open my curiosity, which led me to study psychology, music, philosophy, criminology, social innovation, and international affairs for my undergraduate degree at Northeastern University. I’m interested in investigating reality through a transdisciplinary lens as I attempt to discover the anima mundi (world soul).

A Philosophical Entrepreneur.

As my intellectual journey unfolded, I began to feel a burning desire to create and build. It was time for my philosophically utopian ideas to meet a new friend: entrepreneurially pragmatic actions. Through my experience in social enterprise, it became evident that the market economy was the best source of feedback for my philosophical musings. And so, I created a new role for myself: the philosopreneur. This portmanteau suggests that a new era is dawning, one that the will require an integrated human being who can both, engage in civilizational thinking and commercial undertaking. I first brought this notion to life when I transformed the student group Impact@CIIS into a campus-wide impact incubator fellowship for a new generation of philosopreneurs. I then presented my MA thesis on The Age of the Philosopreneur, and continuing to develop this way of life through my work, conversations, and writings. In 2021, I had the honor of serving as the student commencement speaker at CIIS’s graduation ceremony, where I called for the embrace of an integral worldview. Explore further and stay updated on this living project.

An Archetypal Astrologer.

Seeking solitude, I began to walk the path of Zen Buddhism at the age of 22. Along the road, I came into contact with the teachings of Jiddu Krishnamurti and witnessed time itself dissolve into the essence of dialogue. Simultaneously, a deep interest for modern physics was budding, which led me to enroll in the Philosophy, Cosmology, & Consciousness graduate program at CIIS. During those two years, I journeyed through the “belly of the whale,” experiencing a spiritual emergency. The new worldview that embraced me was that of Archetypal Cosmology. Since late 2019, I have been developing and sharpening my “archetypal eye” through historical and cultural research. In 2023, I launched my astrology consulting business, offering guidance to a wide range of clients from diverse professional backgrounds worldwide. Years of research and consultations have now culminated in a grand offer, called the Mythic Makeover.

A soulful collaborator.

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A tortured Writer.

Having lived a kind of idiosyncratic life by moving between English and Japanese medium schools, I fell through the cracks of academia during my pre-college days. When transitioning to middle school, I was put a grade below because my writing was not up to a standard. I struggled to develop and enhance my writing skills during that period, but through hard work and determination I received an IB diploma in both higher level Japanese and English literature. I have now found a sense of empowerment through writing. I experience the practice to be a perpetual process of creativity and destruction, in which the lines of duality between the writer and the word fade away. In 2024, I scaled Numinous Realm’s newsletter from a one-woman project to a four-person contributor team, in service of bringing archetypal cosmology to a wider audience. Subscribe to The Sign by Numinous Realm to receive enchanted intelligence for world-shapers and soul-seekers.

A developing designer.

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A dedicated supporter.

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An experimental hobbyist.

From a young age, I was pulled in the direction of the arts. I have been vocally trained in three languages: English, Japanese and Hindi, I was a competitive ballroom dancer, I became certified in Japanese calligraphy, and I attended a well regarded entertainment school in Tokyo, Japan at the age of fourteen to fulfill my dream of becoming a “gaijin” J-pop star. When I moved to Boston, MA in 2013, a new dimension of creativity opened up as I fell in love with the sound of jazz. I picked up the alto saxophone, and tumbled down the rabbit hole of this uniquely American art form. In 2019, with the help of my then-classmate, now husband, Abeer, I invented a new mode of artistry by blending jazz improvisation and abstract expressionism in my saxophone paintings. Currently, I’m deepening into my natal Venus–Saturn alignment, through which I’m exploring the art of flower arrangement in tandem with planetary alignments and their respective archetypes. I also recently began ballet classes while simultaneously running and boxing—an attempt to live a more holistic life.

A cosmological adventurer.

I was born with the planet Mars in the Midheaven; in the sign of its rulership, Aires. In a natal chart, the Midheaven signifies one’s aspired direction in life, while the planet Mars expresses: the will to act and drive forward; the desire to compete and fight; the feeling of anger and courage; Mars is the archetypal warrior. Being an important placement in my chart, I participate with this fiery cosmological pattern in my attempt to walk the Earth as a warrior. From weightlifting to climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro, I continue to explore and develop my athleticism in many areas of life while learning to treat my body as a temple. Recognizing that “life’s a great balancing act,” I play with the Mind, as I ground the Body. I also honor my Gujarati heritage which traces back to the Lohanas, who were known to be the “Master of Swords” in both, combat and business.

Historical Timeline

I am still reflecting and writing this part out. But to beat my perfectionism, I’m making it live and will continue to fill in details over time.

2023 – present

Integrate This, The Deep Now, Building a business within a philosophical framework, Social media return, Philosopreneur podcast, NYC, Wedding, Around the World in 90 Days, Numinous Realm all in, Contributors, India, Quitting the gym, half marathon, boxing, Christianity, YouTube, Russel Brunson,

2019 – 2022

Malini’s wedding, Abeer, Intequity, CIIS, Esalen, Saxophone Painting, Nature & Eros, San Francisco, San Jose, Santa Cruz, Ocean, Astrology, History, Whitehead, Fashion, Impact@CIIS, Off social media, Covid-19, Klima DAO, Crypto, Financial management, Numinous Realm, Planetary Flower Arrangements, Family, Engagement, HistoryEngine Mirror, BoF Conference NYC,

2013 – 2018

TheatreWorks, Drew & Napier, Abu Dhabi, “gap year”, gym, Northeastern, living alone, philosophy, jazz, saxophone, guitar, working out, Bossa Nova and wine in the hot tub, Co-op at Boston Municipal Court, Social entrepreneurship, South Africa, Kilimanjaro, Amsterdam, Neend, Kiva, SF, Machu Pichu, Japan, Ecuador, last semester of undergrad, London, move to SF, The Last Mile, Graduate school application, The Philosopreneur

2010 – 2012

Experienced a tough transition back to Singapore until I enrolled in Saint Joseph Institution International (SJII). Although the first year and a half was challenging academically and socially, I managed to find my way through the school. / Activities and societies: Played the role of "Maria" in the production of West Side Story; performed at several cultural events (sang in Japanese, choreographed and performed a Bollywood dance); a member of Folk Song, Glee Club, and the School Choir; participated in Challenge Week in Phnom Penh, Cambodia (IB's Creativity Action Service program); organized, facilitated, and participated in Slum City and Welcome Week. Hospitalized with overconsumption of alcohol, underage partying, social media (Instagram), “the high life” , Harvard, Stanford IB summer school, TheatreWorks, Drew & Napier, Abu Dhabi, “gap year”, gym,

2007 – 2009

Due to the fact that I spent the last three years learning all my subjects in Japanese, my English was beginning to deteriorate. My family decided to put me back into an English-medium school, and so I began middle school at Canadian Academy, an international school in Kobe. Ironically, while I was in Japanese elementary school I still only listened to and watched Western media (Avril Lavigne was my favorite musician, and Disney channel was my jam). But as I transitioned to international school, I began watching Japanese TV dramas and listening to J-pop music, ultimately becoming a huge fan girl of the Japanese boy band Arashi 嵐. Japanese entertainment seemed far more interesting to me so I completely quit watching and listening to Western media. I was also determined to become a professional singer and decided to enroll in Watanabe Entertainment School in Tokyo. During 8th grade, I was going to regular academic school during the weekday, and then on the weekend, I’d take the Shinkansen (bullet train) to Tokyo to attend my not-so-regular pop-star school. In addition to my calligraphy classes, I began a new traditional activity: Japanese Tea Ceremony. I had a fun group of international friends who all interchangeably spoke in English and Japanese. Our favorite hangout spot was the karaoke lounge. Midway through 9th grade I began experiencing some emotional hardship and was told by a school counselor that I should be closer to my mom during this crucial period of my life. Therefore, I moved back to Singapore so I could at least have a few years with my OG family of five before my brother would leave for college in the U.S.

2004 – 2006

Boarded my first solo flight and moved to Kobe, Japan to live with my grandparents, uncle, and aunt. I attended a Japanese-medium elementary school and struggled to communicate with friends and teachers for the first year and a half as no one else spoke English, and I had just begun to learn Japanese. However, I managed to graduate from this elementary school in three years with fluent Japanese. I developed a close bond with my grandfather who was in his early stages of Alzheimer’s Disease. When I was 10 years old, I had my first encounter with entrepreneurship. Seeing the leftover inventory of pashmina scarves from my grandfather’s business, I decided to set up a shop right outside our garage and sell the remaining scarves–which were almost ready to be thrown out–with my Japanese friend. Within a day, my friend and I sold roughly 30 scarves (at a high discount) for ¥15,000 (~$130) in total. It was a period of immense creativity, experimentation, and growth as I ventured into several activities such as Japanese calligraphy, ballroom dancing, and music (including classical guitar, vocals, and percussion). Reading Japanese manga was my all-time favorite hobby, and perhaps what led me to master the language within a couple of years. Became a Singaporean citizen as well as an Indian and Japanese permanent resident.

1994 – 2003

I was born in Singapore as an Indian citizen (even though I had never lived in India). I attended a local school in Singapore and spent holidays in Japan with my extended family. My family of five, including my mom, dad, sister, and brother were pretty much scattered across the globe during most of my childhood. There were only a few consecutive years when we were all together living in one place. We moved to London, UK in 2003, but it was short-lived as I decided to embark on an independent journey at the age of nine.

An Auto-cosmology

My life, detailed through some of my major astrological aspects.